current story - {{into the night for you}} - Bill Kaulitz

I was lost. Surrounded by darkness, I herd a faint scream behind me. In that instant I knew who it was. I ran towards the sound, screaming his name, asking him how can I find him. I didn’t get a response but I herd the screaming again. While I got closer a little light was showing. He was curled into a ball in the darkness. His clothes were ripped to shreds. “T-Tom? Tom a-are you okay?” I stuttered.

“go back” he chocked. He leaned against the wall and sat up letting his legs relax, his body was covered in cuts and bruises. Shocked I asked “who did this to you?!.”

“go back,…please” he pleaded. I flicked my lighter to life, “o-oh my god!” his eyes were gone, torn out of his head. He looked like he was mauled by a bear. It looked like his torso was cut open and sewn together. I started to cry and wrapped my arms around him. “go back, please!” he pleaded and gave me one last hug.

“I’m not leaving with out you!” I cried.

“HE’S HERE LEAVE ME NOW!” he screamed “BEHIND YOU HAYLEY!” I turned around and the monster was right there. He had chocolate eyes. He had Tom’s eyes. He pulled out his knife and ran after me. I ran away from him as fast as I could, but then I felt the knife go into my back…

I woke up screaming at the top of my lungs, the scream scared me so I started to scream louder. I didn’t notice that I was curled into a ball in the corner of the room. All I can see was Tom, hurt…blind. I kept screaming because I still felt the knife in my back. The pain wasn’t gone yet. I screamed so loud I didn’t sound human anymore, then I felt the monster’s cold, hard, hands around my wrist, his eyes were looking into mine. They weren’t his eyes, they were Tom’s, Tom’s stolen eyes. “Hayley! Wake up it’s only me!” the monster screamed. He grabbed my face and I got a closer look on him, it wasn’t the monster. It was Tom. His frightened and confused eyes were looking at me. They were still his. I put my hand on his chest, no stitches or cuts were there, just a soft, smooth chest. “Oh Tom!” I cried and wrapped my arms around him and held him close to me. I started to cry, not just the teary eyes and such, I started to sob loud, hard, whole. I wept out the fear, hurt and sorrow. “shh, it’s okay Hayley” Tom shushed “it was only a nightmare.” “start from the beginning what did you see?”

“Tommi! I…seen him…again! He…was trying to…kill me!” I choked

“its okay, he’s not here, it’s just me and you” Tom said

“that’s not all Tom!”

“well tell me, just calm down”

“he…had…your eyes!” he stopped rubbing my back. “what do you mean hun?” he asked

“in my dream you were, suffering, I was surrounded by darkness, and I found you…your eyes were gone! He cut you open and stitched you up again!” I wailed. Tom stared at me for a while, “I think you need a therapist” he sighed. I shook my head in response and put my head against his chest and listened to his heart, “I need those prescription pills the doctor gave me” I whispered

“are you sure they’ll knock you right out” Tom stated

“but they stop me from dreaming.” Tom got up and went to the medicine cabinet and grabbed my pills I hated taking pills but after what happened in my life I just didn’t care at all. Tom came back with two tablets and a glass of water. I swallowed the two chalky tablet slowly and gave the glass of water back to Tom. He put the glass on the night stand and picked me up. He laid me on the bed and wrapped his arm around me. I put my head against his chest again and listened to his heartbeat. Then I fell into a sleep state.

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“doctor it’s getting worse” someone whispered, very sleepy I opened my eyes and seen tom on the phone talking to someone. “she keeps seeing this person or ‘monster’ trying to kill her,” he listened to the phone for a little bit.

“it’s started when she found out what happened to her friends and her brother

“also this nightmare was different than the other ones, this time…She seen me, suffering. Dying to better put it

“well you see…she said the killer cut my eyes out, cut my stomach open and sewn my stomach back up. And she said the monster took my eyes to make them his own.

“yes I know its disturbing but that is the same way her brother died…and her best friends. “look I have to go, she’s starting to wake up I’ll talk to you later,” he looked at his watch “well later on today, thanks doctor, bye” he hung up the phone and laid next to me. “hunny are you ok?” he whispered, I looked at him with teary eyes. I shook my head in response. “what’s wrong?” he asked

“I‘m messed up!” I sobbed “my life is ruined! I have no family, I’m nothing!” I curled myself into a ball and put my head against my knees. “I have no family Tom, he killed them all, to get to me. I have to live with that guilt!” I yelled out my last sentence because it was true. Tom wrapped his arms around me. “this wasn’t your fault” he whispered and kissed me on the cheek. After that I fell asleep.